Thursday, June 25, 2009

Is it wrong?

Is it wrong to sit at my desk and daydream about the day that my financial woes wont be so stressfull?
Is it wrong to try and hurry your life so you can get through law school and become the attorney you always wanted to be not only for financial reasons but for personal reasons?
Is it wrong to envy people who have no financial worries?
In retrospect I realize that with a greater income, comes greater expenses. So really, do I want a higher income? YES. Didnt even have to think about that one.
I want to be able to log into my checking acocunt and see some extra money just sitting there collecting dust, and being able to pay for my root canal if need be, and not have to make payments on the stupid thing. I have been supporting myself since I was 16 years old. Rent, car, ins, utilities, all of it. I just feel so drained and tired. I realize that this is called life and I should just suck it up and move on along. Which I guess I will do, with the promise to myself that once I do get that nice salary, I will stockpile it in savings and wont let anything or anyone near it. I need a piece of mind.

2 comments:

Warrior said...

Yep it's life but you are doing something about it and not just sucking it up. You just need a bit of confidence and a lot of patience. I believe in you

Moni said...

Wow. Thank you my friend. I really needed to hear it.